Esperada

Tah chegando a hora de sofrer...Mas jah esperava por isso, tb espero q coisas boas venham para mim, eh ruim a parte do sofrimento, mas n ah felicidade sem sofrimento... Quando esperamos as coisas a dor eh menor, e quanto mais nos acostumamos mais elas vao diminuindo...

Mas parece q quanto mais tentamos acertar mais fazemos as coisas erradas, n sei mais como agir, como fazer... Em relaçao a tudo, as minhas atitudes, minhas escolhas diarias, pq todos os dias temos caminhos a tomar, escolhas a fazer...levantar e estudar? Ficar dormindo? Ir num amigo? Trabalhar? Namorar? Sair? E qualquer escolha vai nos levar a um caminho...Mas oq nos espera? Tento n me preocupar e estou trabalhando para isso, me concentrando...sei q isso q escrevo eh soh uma faze...dah para ver pelas outras postagens... Mas solidao eh foda, eh umas das piores dores...Ela eh uma companheira egoista... Tah na volta te sugando e vai embora... Mas como me resta eh esperar sempre...Oq vier, q venha para ensinar...

The smell of your skin lingers on me nowYou're probably on your flight back to your hometownI need some shelter of my own protection babyBe with myself in center, clarityPeace, SerenityI hope you know, I hope you knowThat this has nothing to do with youIt's personal, myself and IWe got some straightening out to doAnd I'm gonna miss you like a child misses theirblanketBut I've gotta get a move on with my lifeIt's time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cryDon't cry,Don't cry,Don't cryThe path that I'm walking, I must go aloneI must take the baby steps til I'm full grown,fullgrownFairy tales don't always have a happy ending do theyAnd I forseek the dark ahead if I stayI hope you know, I hope you knowThat this has nothing to do with youIt's personal, myself and IWe got some straightening out to doAnd I'm gonna miss you like a child misses theirblanketBut I've gotta get a move on with my lifeIt's time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cryLike a little school mate in the school yardWe'll play jacks and uno cardsI'll be your best friend and you'll be mineValentineYes you can hold my hand if you want to'cause I wanna hold yours tooWe'll be playmates and lovers and share our secretworldsBut it's time for me to go homeIt's getting late, dark outsideI need to be with myself in center, clarityPeace, SerenityI hope you know, I hope you knowThat this has nothing to do with youIt's personal, myself and IWe got some straightening out to doAnd I'm gonna miss you like a child misses theirblanketBut I've gotta get a move on with my lifeIt's time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cryDon't cry,Don't cry,Don't cry